And so we disband...

The final performance of 'The Crucible' has ended...and with that the cast/crew disband. Not entirely though, I think a lot of things have happened since this play has started. New friendships formed and strengthened. It made me feel so good, I think near the end it was almost like a little family. I learned so many new things about people and love/like them so much. I really love that experience and hope that it'll never end.

A show critic came and talked to us after the performance. She was really nice, but seemed to be a little...air-headed per say? But what she said was encouraging I thought. I wonder if we'll make it to Theatre Fest?

Strike went through very quickly and soon we were on our way to the cast party at Lor/Sarah S's house. I rode there with Gooler in his car, he's a fair good driver. ^^ Roasting marshmellows and talking. Such a social event and so nice. It made me feel all warm and fuzzy inside. They're all so nice. But at the end (or at least before I left), some people showed up that I didn't know, I don't mean to sound offending or anything to the person who's friends with these people, but I was scared. They just seemed so big and...college studenty, scary. I suppose that's just because it's just me. So I kinda huddled near Gooler and Lor for a bit until my dad showed up to take me home.

But at this party I noticed something about myself that I haven't really speculated on before. I'm so people-dependant. I mean, if I didn't have any friends I think that I would like...die. I'm such a people-pleaser too, but...that just comes naturally. I don't know why, and I don't really mind that too much. That's why I'm usually so mopey during the weekends...I have no friends around constantly. At school I'm surrounded by people that I care so much about. At home I am too...but that's kinda different. I'll have to do some more introspection later...it's getting late.

But...I love everyone that has helped me get through life so far. That means all of you that I know and even don't know that well at school.